It hurts.

It’s 2AM and you’re on my mind.

I’m glad I’ll be seeing you today. Well twice actually.

Although the second time won’t be so happy as the first for me.

Well. You’re my 2AM thoughts.

1:44 AM

I miss you. You’re sleeping. We talk everyday now and I still miss you.

Hope you’re sleeping well princess.

So let’s recap what happened today.

I played Titanfall all day and reached level 41. Out of 50

I thirdwheeled to tpumps and get really fucking annoyed.

Michelle Pham and i facetimed and talked about a lot of things and it was great.

Also don’t mix milk tea and whiskey it’s terrible.

I miss you.

I got drunk one night and spilled everything out to you and your responses seemed like you took them well.

But you have a boyfriend.


I have no idea what I’m doing anymore, but I know one thing and that thing is I love you.

SO HAPPY YOU DONT EVEN KNOW

SO HAPPY YOU DONT EVEN KNOW

I pretty much kinda really hate you right now.

Don’t tell me these fucking things just because I’m your “best”

Like no wtf you don’t know that I’ve been thinking about the whole “us” thing so shut up stop. It’s annoying. I fucking hate it.


Go fucking tell your stupid boy toy you’re sexually frustrated and want sex you asshole.

Fuck.

I don’t understand why people have to write things to complicatedly when I’m really fucking drunk.

LIKE STOP. I DONT UNDERSTAND THE ORDER OF WORDS YOU HAVE PLACED THOSE LETTERS IN.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HOLY SHIT IM DYING HAHAHAHAH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HOLY SHIT IM DYING HAHAHAHAH

I think I’m enjoying my life now. I have a great job, photography is taking off, and I definitely know who my friends are.

But I mean it’s kinda lonely ya know? I wish I could spend my free time with that special someone. Just to be able to share the experience. Sigh. Idk. It’s 1AM and I’m watching Archer on netflix and eating cheez-it’s.

I should go to sleep.